The Rainbow Connection

Somebody pinch me!

 

I’m sitting here at almost midnight with my newborn son who is squirming beside me. He is almost four weeks old, and yet it still feels so surreal that I am his mother. I’m so in awe of this little human and the man he will one day become.

 

It was certainly a journey to get to this place, and every day as I watch him and get to know him, I am thankful to be here. Motherhood is tough, it is what I had expected, and there are times where I’m certainly out of my depth. Nonetheless, I made it here, and whilst I will always have the scars of yesterday, I’ve been given the opportunity of a brightly coloured tomorrow.

 

Many have followed my journey of infertility, my challenges in trying to conceive 4N8A9515and carry a baby, and even the hurdles and anxieties that I faced during my pregnancy. Yet now, as I watch my little man, I wonder how I could have been so blessed to produce such a miracle. He is just perfect!

 

So what happens now? My body returns to normal – hopefully. My focus now, is on motherhood, and becoming the best caregiver and role model I can be to the little man that is gurgling in front of me. Everything that I do will now shape this little human to be the person he will one day grow to be. It’s an immense responsibility and I certainly don’t take that lightly!

 

What I know for sure right now, is that all that anxiety, angst and frustration have brought me here today, as I finally hold my beautiful rainbow baby. This was my ultimate dream all along, and what I had fought so hard for.

 

I have to believe that someday we will all find the Rainbow Connection… and that wishes do come true.

  3 comments for “The Rainbow Connection

  1. Katgee
    6th September 2016 at 6:03 am

    You certainly deserve all the happiness a baby brings and although there may be some difficult times ahead of you, the strength that you have shown during this journey will carry you through above and beyond. You are an amazing lady and a wonderful mother. Congratulations!

  2. 6th September 2016 at 2:35 pm

    lovey post and picture, hope you are settling into your new role well and wishing you all the best!

  3. 21st September 2016 at 9:28 pm

    Oh my goodness Rachel, I have just emailed you on a different topic and had no idea you had been successful, till I just clicked on this page. My eyes pricked and just welled up with tears! I am utterly thrilled for you. Congratulations to your new family. You have finally found each other and I wish you a lifetime of sheer happiness and joy together. May your rainbow baby fill your heart with love each day xxx Wonderful to read this news mwah x

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